Taking Back What Belongs To Me

Hey Bloggers,
This is my first time so sry if this is bad. I'll figure out how to work this eventually. I hope someone reads this. Anyways, do you ever feel alone and unsure if you can make it through another day? I feel that way alot. I wish that there could be someone that could make you feel safe. It has been said that everyone has a soulmate but what if it takes to long for you to find one and you never get a chance to enjoy the person. What if he is your soulmate and you are sure of it but your not his. Do you try to get over him or not give up? The only advice I can give about my experience is dont tell him. That doesn't ever turn out well. What do you think? I hope this can help me to sort out some things in my life. I'm scared to get to close to someone because I dont want to be hurt like my mom was. My real dad is an alcholic and a drug attict. He not only hurt my mom he hurt everyone that has ever been close to him, including me. Why does life make it so difficult to live? Was is everything so hard to understand? I hope one day I will get the answers to all of my questions.
Until next time,
Rock on